Running Through The Fog

A doe runs through the fog,
panting,
darting
through a grey forest,
a great bear crashing fast behind

All the times that I was down

And there you were, right there beside me

I didn't see

When everything got too much

Outstretched

I did not see
In the blindness
Of color and words
In my mind

The world I was
Creating
Was making me
The false owner
The false

i didn't see

my heart is in two
i feel as if i can't start a new

your beauty was beond compare
and even when you left me,the

Twenty years, but not yet born;

I simply could not see

Twenty years; my soul was torn

Not knowing who to be

Then wisdom knocked