Boiling point reached a couple of stressors ago

Seems as though you're in a self-induced prison

Nowhere to turn to, nowhere

TWO LOVERS

I was caught between two brothers,

Wrapped in intimacy of friends.

Held warm and safe in trust's embrace,

The

Blinding lights, flashes of piercing pain,

Confusions, thunderous booms, echoing cries,

Blood soaked battlefields, smoking

Zeroed.

The dark wave rolls slowly over me,
Plummeting me way and far too deep.
My eyes shut tight, I see mosaic
But the wave

Always moving, always changing
Drowning in chaos, frantically spinning
Tearing me to pieces, I'm all alone
No one to trust,