by Erika Cormier

Created on: March 29, 2009

As I walked home tonight I felt the urge to turn around

For going where I'm headed now I am scared I never will be found

The only place I fall apart but no one else will see

The door will close and I'll have company but lonely is exactly what I will be

Always waiting, always there, here it will be, I'll act like I don't care

That's why its called attraction, I can't turn around and run now that I'm here

Earlier it all seemed fine but now its late and people won't

Understand the difference

It seems not so much a distance

I deny, I deny, I deny what I've done wrong

In my head its okay once and then I feel I'm not so strong

The further time goes on I question all that I've become

I deny what I know now and I am wrong

Now it's 8am and I feel different than I did before

I've changed my mind again and now I'm ready to go back for more

Aiming towards the past, familiar faces make it seem okay

So Ill just go along with it and block what might face me today

Thinking back, I'm always back where I don't want to be but head straight to

Time defines the track I'm on when I feel high and then I fall again apart for you

Earlier it all seemed fine but now its late and people won't

Understand the difference

It seems not so much a distance

I deny, I deny, I deny what I've done wrong

In my head its okay once and then I feel I'm not so strong

The further time goes on I question all that I've become

I deny what I know now and I am wrong

Till tomorrow shines its light on me

Ill be laying here so crazy

Crying over what I know, I shouldn't be but I can't seem to let it go

Its what I know, its what I am, I am so scared

But I cant hid what my lie always pretends

Earlier it all seemed fine but now its late and people won't

Understand the difference

It seems not so much a distance

I deny, I deny, I deny what I've done wrong

In my head its okay once and then I feel I'm not so strong

The further time goes on I question all that I've become

I deny what I know now and I am wrong

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