by WryterB

Created on: March 27, 2009

I'VE BECOME THE WOMAN I HATE...

Because it happened to me, I think its not that bad

But what I'm doing is truly sad

Making excuses for the sake of feeling good

Doesn't explain the fact that I can't stop what I should

I'm sleeping with a man who has a girlfriend

And I also know, its a relationship that won't end

He feels good, in each and everyway

But what goes around comes around I must say

I say that to myself everyday

I know what I'm doing is so wrong

But we've been doing this for so long

Something between him and I is so strong

But I know how I felt when it happend to me

...Considered ending my life, and making myself bleed

It was the most horrible time of my life

But why is it in my situation, I can't think twice

He feels so good inside of me all night

But then goes home to his woman; the love of his life

It seems I lack respect for myself by letting this happen

But I'm lonely, I want love, and I'm lacking compassion

When I look in the mirror, I still see me

But also I see a woman begging to be

Loved by someone, looking for a soulmate

But I can't get passed the fact, that I'm now the woman I hate

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