by Amanda Pridgen

Created on: February 23, 2009   Last Updated: April 13, 2011

I can see it happing once again

Alpha and Omega is here about to begin

So overwhelmed, I can't even speak

Too afraid my emotions I will let leak

My world is crashing so loudly I can't hear a thing

Things and sounds are fading no longer can hear the birds even sing

I have been here already once before

Promised myself it would be nevermore

My heart is hurting so badly I can feel it start to bleed

Reassurance of some kind I believe it what I need

There is no more time left to spare you see

I have to be strong for everyone and not think about me

Huge life changes are now taking place

Alpha and Omega will not stop and leave any trace

It is the beginning and the end

I just hope I am hearing the right messages God is trying to send

I am so confused on what to do

It seems as if all this does not matter to you

Alone I will walk this path once again

I should not have to even start down this road to begin

I will walk through darkness and rain

I just hope I come out the same

I will turn the dead leaves on the trees back to green

I will fight this battle like never before seen

I do have one thing on my side

These wings God gave me will help protect against strong tide

So, this journey I suppose will not be traveled just by me

God and the angels beside me there they will be

This must be another life lesson

Angel in training must be another session

Alpha and Omega I am still not sure which one

No one can tell me not even God's only son

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