Searing Pain

I feel my heart start sinking,
Like the anchor from a ship,
I can not stop this thinking
Tears trickle on

With stabs in my back
I grow weary
crimson tears of betrayal .
lies are deadly
people are crushed
innocents hurt
for the selfish

Tremendous guilt and hopeless strive

Indifferent to musings, indifferent to plight

No sense of drift, no feeling of sin

"This is love's savage reclamation"

So full of pain
but I'm to blame
for my misery.
The decisions I've made,
cast a spear

My pain cannot be explained in words

It cannot be summarized without being mistaken

There are a lot of variations to my