by Charline Mccray

Created on: January 22, 2009

Never Too Late to Conquer Fear

Habits. Sometimes our worst enemies " Because I know it I'm going to keep it around, continue to rely on it. Its gotten me this far." BIG mistake. Saying you're not going to change is the most detrimental thing you could say concerning your personal growth. Everyone needs change. If there is not change or growth, there is no pointof anything. There would just be existence without a cause, which is not necessary at all. Believe you have a purpose, because you do. God is not bored and God is not idle. He doesn't need an excuse to take up space. He can create whatever and whoever he wants, its up to them what they do with their freedom. Believe me if he wanted to he could have created a broom or some kind of inanimate object in your space of "existence." He didn't. You're here. And its time to put time into finding why.

A habit I developed out of my acceptance of fear, was that I would fail. I noticed that even in my fear of failing, I had a fear of succeeding. With those two heading you on, you soon realize the real thingyou're lazy. Or you make it your excuse to be lazy. I've had dreams seems like before I had sense to put two thoughts together. Big ones. My dreams got so big it seemed like it would outline the "planet impossible." Now I'm realizing my dream does not stop with me. Its to be passed on, passed forward if you will. Dreams, the positive ones, are not to die off. They live on through others who believe in the same principles or vision. I found it hard to settle on one way to reach the people I wanted to help. First of all I tried to limit myself to a certain niche of people to help. Not race. But I realize that doesn't exist. If you're doing something good, positive and worth mentioning it will affect whoever it does, and you certainly don't want to limit that. I had so many ideas To be truthful I had a fear of becoming my mother, who is a very talented person. Genius ability if you ask me. Artistic, always had and has good ideas, but finds it difficult to settle on one. I'm sure found in a psychology text book somewhere. She has two degrees, whenever in school a very talented student. But to hold a job, a 9-5pm seems difficult. She wanted to be a designer, which she can design. I saw her sketchbook and she can sew. She wanted to be a dancer. I remember going to dance classes with her at some university in Detroit. She writes. And could probably make a pretty good lawyer. She loves to do research and could almost dangerously

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