by Kimberly Wells

Created on: January 21, 2009

ME, MY REALITY

My reality is my life at a cost

Reflecting on all the pure love I have lost

Remarkably still walking the face if this land

To complex to fathom pain my heart demands

Unconsciously searching for what I don't know

The lack of serenity in my life it shows

my minds been corrupted since I was a child

And as an adult I still act out I'm still wild

My reality is I'm a woman left cold

By the lies and the actions of those I let hold

Let hold my emotions secure in their hands

And now the insanity they don't understand

Within the discomfort lies ruins such pain

From the burns of the memories that will always remain

My reality is my life at a cost

Reflecting on all the pure love I have lost

I travel my days with the baggage in tow

Thinking thoughts I would never let anyone know

To harsh for the functional ripe ears to hear

Never wanting to cause others pain and or fear

My reality is so much different it seems

Each day's a struggle between my mind and me

Hearing the voices they argue to win

Leaving bad thoughts the feelings of sin

Emptiness fills how ironic is that

Give me the scene. I'll find the hat

My reality is my life at a cost

Reflecting on all the pure life I have lost.

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