by Jai Li

Created on: January 06, 2009

I've met someone and I've gained favor for them...
A favor that one friend gives to another.....

Yet, I feel as if my favor could be in vain...

It fills my mind with a moment of optimism in which I cannot sustain.

Is it my fault my concerns are too great and pleasantly positioned..

Is it my fault my lips give this person an honorable mention....

Am I in error for being the one sound of heart....

Should I feel uninvolved or soulfully ripped apart?..

They don't know how I truly feel....

The question is.. do they think that it's real?....

I've expressed my emotions to ease the pain...

But with little involvement of us knowing each other it's truly insane...

We've just meet and are already swaying apart....

It hits close to home in my very heart...

So many interests... So many things alike...

They balanced the differences like a just weights delight..

I wanted it to evolve but I don't think you saw it the same way....

I wanted it to develop more and more to day by day......

I held my ground and I respected your current situation...

I played a song of remembrance on my personal music station...

I wanted to know more about your likes and all your dislikes...

I even googled sum techniques of your favorite fetish on a naughty website..(meh -_-)

There was so much more I wanted to do and more I wanted to know....

So little time to do it and to let my feelings flow....

I will not settle for a wall! I do not want this to end...

It seems like my emotions are for more than a friend...

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