by Nadine Marie

Created on: December 15, 2008

UNDECIDED

How could I have fallen in love with what i wasn't meant to

I have forgotten my responsibilities and the one I am entitled to

In you I found my hearts content and my souls relief

In this discovery I am beginning to question my beliefs

I lay awake at night when i should be warm in my lovers embrace

If I close my eyes I will begin to yearn for you and be haunted by your face

When their loving my body thoughts of you cloud the moment

Making that coming together tainted by my uncontrollable desires

I acknowledge the could Be's when I should be focused on making my relationship work

I recognize if ever they were to find out their life would be riddled with hurt

Why can't i choose?

I think it is because with you I live in the moment

With them I calculate my next move,

In your arms I come alive

With them I just go through the emotions,

You represent to me freedom

They stand for my willing captivity,

You allow me to be myself

They mold me to be their fit,

Maybe it's because I love the thrill of obtaining for a few glorious moments of

what is not mine,

We both are tied by unwanted but, safe complications

We have to face reality that we chose others before we had the option of us

So, we steal away to cherish the makings of us even if it doesn't last for eternity

Remember no matter how near of far

No matter the time that goes by until we can be like this once more

You will always be mine...

I will forever be yours.

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