by Toryn Blade

Created on: December 04, 2008

Sometimes life seems like it has no true answers. No matter what you do someone is going to be hurt. No matter what you say it can still be taken wrong. You just have to stand for what you feel is right. It does not matter if they believe it so. It's about what you understand. You cannot follow someone you don't believe in. You cannot submit to someone you disagree with. It's impossible to remain in a place where you are not in unity.

Does this mean your wrong or backslidden? No it means that the time for change has come. Either the people you are with accept what you have to say or there is a separation. Sometimes God allows separation so that more people can be touched. Sometimes its not God but devil trying to sow discord. The truth is that no matter the reason if there is division or two visions you cannot abide.

Take up your cross and follow. You have to understand that God has a purpose for your life and a purpose for the church you go to. There are times and seasons when God puts you somewhere to help build and grow the church. Then there are times when you have to follow God and do what he says you need to do. Even if it means leaving everything you know. Get out from your fathers house to the land I would show you. The promise land is not always the land you think it is. If its easy and comfortable its not God. What I mean by this is that if you are not stretching you faith and doing things that you need his help with you are working in your natural. Why would you need Gods super if you can do it in your natural?

Perception is the biggest thing that holds churches back. How you perceive something weather right or wrong will determines how you will respond and act. I can't go to others for this decision I have to make with you and you alone. Will I obey you or will I do my own thing. Should I stay or should I go. In my heart I want to go but yet I feel compelled to stay. More so for my friends then for anything else. But what will the outcome be? I am servant to the most high not a hireling. You have called me to bear fruit that would remain. You word is hidden in my heart so that I will not sin against you. Sin is simply missing the mark. I cannot hold back anymore because your love is too great. Your mercies new every morning but my pain is real as well Where can I go but to you my rock of salvation. I am broken and needy yet you call me more then a conquer. I say I have nothing left to give and you grace is suffices. I want to walk and do my own thing you gave you all so that I could live. I started thinking this was all about me but found out that its about you. Which is a great deal since you take my brokenness and give me your life. You take my weakness and make me strong. You take my sorrow and turn it to joy. Oh that man would praise you the God of my salvation. The one who is my all and all. Oh that I could tell of your wonders in a way that all would understand and bow before your throne. Grace, Grace, Grace, Grace.

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