by Kristal Mcvicar

Created on: November 11, 2008

I've been angry ......that is my truth....and so I search within that anger to find the hurt that is its source

Anger is but hurts natural course...

Why am I feeling hurt by your actions that seek to soothe within your inner turmoil and perhaps remorse?

Because it means I have failed somehow.....failed you..... failed myself ...... failed explaining what I know

Thousands of words written to enlighten or heal....falling on blinded eyes......deaf ears .... little left to bestow

But still I try......

My failure hurts.........but not so much as it could eventually hurt you.....

So still I must try.........

I watch your self destruction.......just past my anger..... and I cry

My tears are not for myself......those have long since dried

My tears are for you as lives once more collide

I've searched myself......my heart.....my soul.....but most of all the deepest recesses of my mind......

To deeply know my true intention........

Intent is so important.........so I search my thoughts always to discover if those intentions remain kind........ and mine do

But I can't and won't speak for you

Once more I will endeavor to let you peer inside the very depths of my soul to know what is truth.....what is not.....

And when we meet should you intentionally peer into my eyes........you'll see the truth.......wearing no disguise........

Truth lends clarity......invites trust.....soothes and heals.....

I come to help.....to heal .......to soothe.....that which you cannot heal or help or soothe alone

If you trust .... relinguish fear.......allow yourself if only for a moment, an hour or a day......to release the fear of the unknown.......

Hope remains......and hope has wings.......

For without hope in life......what is there?

Without hope......why would anyone care?

I once more will extend my hand.......with love, patience and understanding......

That hand soothing.....caring.....undemanding........

Once more it may be left dangling..........you without the fortitude and clarity........to recognize what it holds........

Strength.....hope........salvation from yourself.....

As a better and more joyous life unfolds........

And if not..............love...and hope will simply rest awhile once more upon a shelf......waiting.......Truth is patient......

Life has taught me much.........and I have carefully listened.....

No soul is ever lost forever........some souls are not meant to be together......but Love and Truth........yes Love and Truth.........heals all........

Listen closely .......and you'll hear their call.........

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