by Courtney Petrella

Created on: November 11, 2008

All that matter....what really does?

Is it family, is it fun, is it love?

Who really has the answer to that?

We all wait,like there is actually an answer to that.

I guess to me, I look for a meaning to my life,

Is it being a good mom, a good sister, or a good wife?

I do not know, nor do i pretend to even fathom it,

All I know is I wish I knew where I belonged as a person,a mother,a daughter,a friend.

All that I seem to care about at the ripe old age of twenty-nine,is

to beleive in myself and live life to the fullest,

I do not know if I can really do that though,

I feel like a failure every minute of the day, every minute of the night,

I wish.... Oh God i wish I knew where to go......

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