Life
Forgivable light shines through the window
HE wants me to believe in him
And forgive him for yesterday
For the day that drowned my new found happiness
For the irreplaceable hope that has lost its way
I asked for help in unspeakable ways
And got just what I asked for
A life of happiness
That would die in an instant
When my faith becomes shattered
Torn to the floor
Stripped away by on unexpected day
A week is left of me to be by myself
In a world with nobody
Just classes and life without a family
They left me here to be the watcher
And didn't realize that I may need the watching
The alcohol tastes bitter
And stings my throat
And yet fills me with the desire to forget
It numbs my mind
And the painful feelings that I should live through
So onward through the days
When they aren't here to bicker
Or watch every move I make
I'm the conqueror
The head of the house
And yet here I am
Still alone
In a shallow pool of unhappiness
While everyone is outside in the light that wants forgiveness
As I step into it
The bright colors sting my eyes
And the feelings of emptiness are shattered
The light forgives me
For the darkness I let in
And I forgive the light
And pray that tomorrow is a better day