Trichotillomania: Why people pull out their own hair

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by Tashabay

Created on: November 05, 2008

"The truth shall set you free."

A poem about Trichotillomania

(Viewer Discretion advised, it is a story a person not you.)

November 5, 2008

"Remember Remember the 5th of November," V for Vendetta said. It is the day that Barack Obama won. With Cheers in hand to remember this date I celebrate with new friends.

This is for the faint of heart
For those I tell do not part

For I used to pull my hair you see
Please understand me

I had gotten sick on the job came yesteryear and hospitalization brought me to tears.
A very good explanation is in need so I cried " Ice cream for World Peace."

I pulled my hair since I was four telling no one about what I did before
It'd grow to the size of a quarter or so and I'd show up to school in a ponytail

With tears and tears of years distraught
I thought about what I have brought

I met an old man by the name of John of God and he sent me to the emergency room for I don't know what.

The doctors prescribed me pills to stop my aching pain to where I drop.

From Vaporic to Ambilify to Zyprexa and more
I finally stopped pulling you see
To lessen the complications more

I told my story to my family you see
and there that's when
they abandoned me.

Spent years of reflecting and asking relatives about me
I found out I was molested you see.

I'd known this all before but kept it suppressed for I wasn't taught how to grow from my very best.

With sessions with counselors you see, I began to analyze me.

It may not be for you
If you suffer too

But for I, I understand why I pull my hair sometimes.

Stress.

With a suppressed memory like that, things had to go whack.
But my very best way to say
Hey these things go away

So if you are a researcher too
You might learn a thing or two

For I can not explain the reasons why
On the 5th day of November
The day I cry

With a new president in hand
I understand the reasons of this land

I had to be

Ice cream for world peace.

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I put my rose quartz to my chest
I meditated
And You
let my love vibrate over
pondering
she's holding something

root chakra - red
heart chakra- green
place your hands over to your heart
give yourself a healing

let it be known
you are beautiful

as you read this
white light shines down apon you
through the head neck chest
opening the heart the big green love and relationships heart
let it tingle
yes you can smile
through the stomach yellow
orange
red
red
focus on the red root chakra survival fear based chakra
breath
breath
breath
letting stagnent energy through your arms and feet

you can heal others as well

for I am entirely blessed to have met you.

Namaste

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I love you so much and I think there are better things to do than to harm your body.

I want to cradel you in my arms and to let you fall asleep

I want to massage your head and not be afraid of your hair

I love you

Please love yourself

talk to me for help

I love you

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