WHY'D YOU HAVE TO KISS ME?

Why'd you have to kiss me, Gilly?
I'm trying to be behave.
You, see, I'm in a relationship
I "think"

I’m a restless man
I am never
Still
I’m always spurred on
By some perverse
Will
The grass is never
Green
No peace

My restless heart will not respond

To any call above and beyond

Afraid to reach out again

Afraid afraid of the pain

My heart

Tell me,
How can,
I became the warmth of your heart,

Before you are drawn inside the ice of my heart,
Before I fade away from

I want.

To know dust trails rise behind me

on foot or seat, or mounted back,

let loose my spirits, sense them soar

until I break,