by C.J Sharp

Created on: September 08, 2008

Until You.

Growing up and hearing all the teachings of the Bible

and Gods words on the beauty of Heaven and the Garden

of Eden... I could never imagine nor comprehend, what

kind of insanity... what kind of want... what kind

of desires of lust and forbidden pleasures... could

drive one to throw away the promised inheritance of

God and the beauty of all he had created... Yet

Lucifer craved... Adam and Eve hungered... So much

so, that they were cast down from heaven... and banished

from the garden... And I could not phantom such a

mastodonic... obtuse... mental abandonment of intellectual

thought... Until You... Hearing your voice... touching

your hand... tasting your kiss... looking into your

eyes... I've found myself bewitched with an ungoverned...

uninhibited... sensuous thirst... an unholy raw sexual

hunger of uncontainable lust and want, to consume and

devour, every ounce of your woman-hood, with an animalistic

carnal knowledge of a rapture felt consummation of two

bodies of flesh weaving into one... So intense, that I

actually fear death and Gods judgment... If God were to

come to me this very moment in time and open my mind to

bask in all the radiance of his glory and his grace...

and commanded me to choose between my salvation and this

world... Until You... would not have been a seconds thought.

Now I can only hope and pray that my being and all that

I am... will choose God... Yet sadly fear that my heart...

my soul... would choose you... For how beautiful... how

warm... how majastic... could this place called heaven be

if you were not there to share it with? And never would I

have ever dreamed or envisioned, that I wouldn't want to

go... to reunite with my Father... my Creator... my God...

Until You... I love you...

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