by Carmen Colin

Created on: July 28, 2008

I just wanna die
No need to cry
Holding all their shame
Feelings remain with no name

They think its a game
They use me as their blame
Don't want to take it anymore
Don't want to find out what lies in store

You see me smile on the outside
Step in my shoes, your in for a ride
Inside I'm crumbling, tearing apart
Grieving with pain and a dying heart

No one understands what goes on in my mind
They all act they can't see, or maybe they're blind
I don't want this life
Maybe I should take it by the knife

I'm tired of always having to cry
I'm tired of living this fake lie
I stare at the mirror, try to find me
And what stares back I can not believe

I see a girl, so hurt and confused
While under her skin, she is deeply bruised
What would you say to this girl in disguise
Go ahead, you'll feel better after you pay the price

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