once belived I had found my soulmate and a love that would last to my dying day but also it left me misery, and broken hearted .One day I hope I'm proved so wrong cos we all hope and need to feel that we belong . Some people say a soulmate is for life. When first you meet, there is no-one else in your life that matters. You lay your eyes upon their face, and feel yourself dancing with joy, even though you have not moved, the room spins, your heart skips a beat, and you feel so at one with the person of your choice.
Across the room I stared at him, afraid to go over and say Hello .You find the courage from somewhere, crossing the room like it was a ship's dance floor on high seas , thinking "Oh my God, what is this that's happening to me". I've never experienced this in my life before, what is happening? Did I get fright? You start to question your every move, your thoughts, your words, your thinking pattern. "Have I gone mad?", you ask yourself still moving ever closer in the direction of this person you find so attracting its like a magnet pulling you over towards them. You cannot fight it and it won't just pass over.
You finally go an say "hello" , with big sigh of relief when they reply. You hit it off straight away and it's like you've known each other for always, even though you've only just met. You chat and chat like old days gone pass. You finish each others sentences without even thinking about it , and it doesnt feel out of place or awkward, but its relaxing, chilling, and having fun . You get along like a house on fire, full of emotions, dare I say it, full of desire, to find out all there is to know, what they like, what things they know, finding out all you have in common.
We get together, go out for a while, and the next thing you know, you're walking down the aisle. You end up married and have some kids, spend many many years together. Some are good, some are bad and work and work as hard as you can because marriage is a growing thing.You plod along for many a year but sadly sometimes you end up in tears. The happy times have gone and passed , till theres nothing left. Its a sad fact of life that happens to most .
For the chosen few that might be lucky I wish you the best and hope they will be happy, be lucky . I thought I had my soulmate for life, but I was proven wrong, although I was very unhappy it made me very strong. It's taken a while , but look I'm still here. If you had asked that question a few years ago my answer would have been different, but, after experiencing it first hand myself, I wouldn't have believed it .