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Running away can be for many reasons. Sometimes the runaways can find it a bit diffcult in confiding with other people about their problems, and can think of nothing more than running away. Usually runaways tend to be those who are getting mistreated at home, or people that just want a different and better aspect in their life.

I've never wanted to runaway from my life. Sometimes, with the stupid decisions I've made, I just want to pack up my gear and get away from this place. Start up a new beginning. Find a new meaning to my own life. Find a prospect of righteousness, self-esteem. Sometimes I just think I don't fit in here, with my family. I have wonderful friends, and great parents. Even though they can be a little irritating at points, but that's what they are they for, isn't it? Other times, I just want to runaway from everyone and everything. When I feel lonely, I feel lost, isolated, unsure of myself.

I have a lot of things going for me in my life. I have got a great education: I'm at college, studying Creative Writing. I have already chosen my professional career as a full-time writer - if the opportunity arises. Writing for me...really allows me to delve in to my own time, my own space. It is a place of tranquility, understanding, a sense of self.

I think one of the main reasons why I want think about running away, is because I fear of losing my Gran. Kids usually are attached to their mums or their dads. For me, I feel closer to my Gran. I stay with her every Friday night. I love her with all my heart. I know death is inevitable, but just the thought of being alive without her, frightens me. It frightens me...because I know I will only have my friends to confide in, which is still great, honest! But, when I'm with my Gran, it just feels wonderful that I can speak with her about things, and not have that pounding sensation at the back of your head, thinking do you sound like an idiot in front of your parents as you express yourself openly, you know?

But even though I have considered running away (I wouldn't even know where to go, anyways), something holds me back. What? I'm not sure. Maybe I do know what holds me back, but I am just afraid to admit it...? Is that possible? Maybe. I think the thing that has saved me from running away in to a world of darkness...is my wonderful friends, a great life, and fantastic parents who have helped me through so much, got me through my education, grounded me when I did something wrong at home. These are all traits that everyone goes through. So, yes, I think I do know now what has saved me from running away - love.

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