by Comel

Created on: June 06, 2008

Where I am?
Where I must stand?
The guilty felling is killing my spirit slowly but sure.
Where is my heart?
Is in where I left it behind.
I don't want to be here, I just want to get out and run away. Even I know it a loser way but I just can not deal with all this again.
I may look strong and in depended but I m weak, very weak inside.
I rewind all my life, all my memories, is it I more happy back then or now?
I think not both, but if I must choose, I more like my life before.
Before I meet you guys, you guys that torn my silence.
I like my silence, even I must stay in my little world alone, but it's much better than now.
Suffering because love, I never ask to be like this.
Sorry for everyone that I hurt.
I pay a price and I keep paying it.
Forgive sounds good, forget I m not sure I could.

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