Have you ever felt that moment
When all around you is rolling on
And you are rolling with it
And nobody cares?

That moment when

On Pointlessness

We try so hard to run so far
Just to find we haven't moved
We study, train, and work so hard
Just to find we've

Taken for granted,

insecurity drapes around me,

binding my soul loosely

like a tattered pink ribbon.

I unravel.

Tug one

Turmoil
-
turmoil in this guttermouth
making rainbow reflections in the puddles of tears
fallen like a faceplant
into the pavement

Your nothing to me...
Just a pawn in my chess game...
Your pain sustains me...