I knew that my boyfriend, Matthew wanted me to move nearer him. It was definite.

I also knew that things would work themselves into the right order. I would be more relaxed about somebody who I could love. Together we would bring in the millions, whether it would be money or just cool tender love would be decided between us. We would share everything. I would become the recognised writer, that I so longed to be. And we would earn the millions that we deserved between us.

However, there was a slight problem. The guy, Sam who I was trying to date and who didn't care a damn about me had decided to give some flowers to another girl. This upset me, but I decided to move on. There were better fish in the sea than someone who went on. He had no heart, it was obvious! I wasn't going to bombard him with emails. I didn't love him since he was like he was. I had to go elsewhere, though I had no choice. There were loads of other gentlemen out there who would lavish me with gifts, after all, I was learning to look for the work, not the men. In time I knew things would level out. He probably couldn't stand the fact that my little fire engine was around the corner from me.

I knew that the way things were going I would need a personal trainer. I had so much energy to burn. I wasn't sure that either running at the Athletics Stadium or karate were the way to go. I decided to keep excessively fit, after all, I had to, otherwise nothing would go my way.

However, I knew one thing and that was that Matthew was not going to be allowed to see any of my writing until he had taken me out at least a dozen times!

I also knew that I had invited a number of people to a party and now realised that I didn't need to invite people to a party. I already had my friends in my running group to hand. All that I needed was my much ventured web design job. I had to continue trying to get somebody to use my hard used skills. Otherwise, I would just be used by others. I just hoped that nobody wanted a party. I was soon to find out. 12 people I had sent invites out to and I was glad that I had confirmed nothing. I had a possible party to go to in the Capital, which I hoped I would be able to go to.

Nothing ventured, nothing gained.

I also regretted having tried to get three jobs all at once. All I needed was two at once.

However, there was somebody who had popped up into my life when I had moved. He had been my karate instructor, however, he never

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