by T. Kay

Created on: April 15, 2008

This feeling inside me
I try to push it down
I try to avoid it
I try to think it's not there
Ignoring doesn't work
It only make me more numb
It make me more restless
I need this feeling out of me
It drives me crazy
I can't walk it out
I can't run it out
I try to exercise it, but it only mounts again
It's always there
In me
Through me
Of me
All me
I can't express it
I find different outlets
They each work for awhile
It adapts
Becomes something new
It's come back again
It's still here
Trying to burst through invisible barriers
I'm exhausted
The fight is too much
I'm not crazy
I'm not depressed
I'm not anxious
I only have imagination
Imagination that is so powerful
If I don't share it, I will go crazy
It's a fight I'm willing to share
It may inspire
It does me everyday
Share
Grow
Nurture
Love
And be at peace

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